Tags: #mine #the vow quote #the vow #greg #personal #long distance #ldr #air force #plane #clouds #usaf
Taken on my flight back to Tucson. I wish I didn’t have to leave him
Tw: oral rape
I have had a problem with receiving oral sex for a long time. It is a very easy trigger for me, and I think it’s because my partner is more separated from me (not at eye level). Although that doesn’t make total sense because I have no problem with intercourse positions where I can’t necessarily see my partner. I have been working on it, and sometimes I can receive oral sex and have no flashback. But for the most part it always triggers me and it’s really frustrating because it feels good. I just go into panic mode and I don’t know what to do. Today I hid in the bathroom afterwards because I didn’t want him to know I was triggered again. Which is totally unhealthy and wrong because he is so supportive. I’m just frustrated with myself.
Thanks so much! I hope you are able to find your inspiration again. I’m still searching for mine, but I’m just so fortunate to no longer be depressed.Tags: #regularmiracle
Google Chrome feels
this made me laugh so hard
Why was is easier for me to be creative when I was depressed? I have completely been weaned off of my anti-depressants and I am actually great. I can’t write, though. Not like I used to. I mean I’m sure I could if I really put my mind to it, but the inspiration doesn’t come in waves like it used to. I used to be so far underwater that the only way to surface was to spill all of my thoughts. I’m not complaining, because I am so fortunate to no longer be depressed. It’s just interesting, how my inspiration has gone just like my dark and twisty self.
Don’t you take that blade
—and carve words into your flesh.
Don’t you dare mark yourself for eternity
with the words that haunt your soul at night.
Your body, spirit, and mind are too precious for that.
I haven’t cut in 1 year, and I have never felt better.
Wow, that’s awful. I can’t believe a mother would be like that when her child is suffering. Apparently our mothers don’t understand how serious PTSD is. I’m sorry you had to hear that as well, I hope you know that it is very untrue and our struggles are real and valid.
don’t let tumblr make you believe that
-smoking is cool
-being a narcissistic bitch is acceptable
-trusting nobody is healthy
-starving yourself will make you beautiful
-hating everybody is okay
- being mentally sick makes you more interesting
- hating yourself is cool
- belonging to a majority makes you a bad person
- you are not allowed to feel bad about your body
- you have to accept everyone despite their toxic views
being mentally sick makes you more interesting
I want to really emphasize that one, because listing your multiple “diagnosis” in your about me is does not make you more interesting. Being mentally ill is real and not something that should be claimed just to try and fit in to a unique culture.
*not applying to those who do have very real mental illnesses, and who have been diagnosed by a mental health professional*
we went to the science museum in London yesterday and there’s a floor titled “who am I?” and they had a really cool section on sex and gender and BMO from adventure time was in one of the displays which I thought was p cool