December 2011
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Words mean nothing without action.
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We have become a series of missed calls.
“Seventy-eight is the perfect weight,” said Janet. She’d said the same about...”
– Girl, Interrupted
Well I just got propositioned to be this guy Zach’s New Years kiss. I have no intention on being in a relationship with him but it would be nice to have some physical affection. I guess we will see how the night goes and see what happens. All I know is that it is going to be one hell of a New Years party.
Partying on New Year's Eve?
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I am working so hard on not hating myself. I still don’t like me, but today I didn’t hate me as much as I used to. I allowed myself to have a salad today and cut my workout in half to give my body a rest so I can get over this sickness. It may be a small step but I am trying. Talking to my therapist really helped. I didn’t cut today.
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If you loved me you wouldn’t have left me when I needed you most, you would talk to me. You never asked if I was okay.
My heart keeps telling myself over and over again how much I regret it all. My head is telling me to think rationally. Both of them together tell me what I truly do feel. I wish I had never met you, I honestly wish that. If I could rewind and redo any part in my life, it...
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I thought this depression would pass. I thought the holidays would help. I hated Christmas and I’m not looking forward to New Years. I hate myself more than I ever have, I’m trying to be beautiful.
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The 4-7-8 Relaxing Breath Exercise
This has been what I have relied on for the past couple days, my depression and anxiety is overwhelming me but this seems to help. Hope it helps you guys too.
Exhale completely through your mouth, making a whoosh sound.
Close your mouth and inhale quietly through your nose to a mental count of four.
Hold your breath for a count of seven.
Exhale completely through your mouth, making a whoosh...
I was excited about Christmas until you broke my heart. Thank you for ruining my favorite holiday, asshole.
Forced to think that hell is a place called home.
I’m sorry but I just need to get this out. I never did anything to you. I was always supportive and loving; I never hurt you. One day you just woke up and decided you wanted to be single and didn’t give a single thought to my feelings? You are a complete asshole. How you treated me when you made this decision is unforgiveable. I will never, ever speak to you again. Before you I was...
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“Nothing feels so bad as a heart that is broken and a soul that is sad.”
– Chas Yousey
I hate you. You hurt me so much, and you promised you wouldn’t. I have been crying nonstop since it happened. You didn’t even care. Did I mean that little to you?
I hope I never fall in love again.
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Every time I have waken up I start crying. I want this to stop.
Life is shit, it kicks you down it spits in your face and tells you how horrible you are. Keep in mind there is another side to life. The other part picks you up, hugs you, holds you tight. It tells you how incredible you are and warms your heart.
Life is beautiful. It is worth living, if only for the few moments of beauty.
Give yourself to me all the time.
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Everything she told me about my recovery was a lie.
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